Special relativity asserts that time changes with respect to changes in perspective. Although realistic physical movement generally operates at non-relativistic velocities, this discovery incites insightful discourse upon time. As such, the theory elucidates a discernible truth regarding the psychological effects of time. Being a mischievous jester playing professional pranks on my life, time and duration perception becomes a source of hopelessness. Hopelessness causes lowered confidence. Lowered confidence causes intimidation. Intimidation causes fear. Thus, I fear time.
Time is nature. Nature is ironic. Therefore, time is ironic. When I am flooded with a desire for furtherance of knowledge, emulation of professionals, development of expertise, time will pass too quickly and I will naturally be imposed with time constraints. These mark the times where I attempt to work to the utmost of my abilities. Time prevents this. When I am disinterested for furtherance of knowledge, emulation of professionals, development of expertise, time will pass too slowly and I will naturally be free from time restrictions. These mark the times where I resort to idleness. Yet, time provides the freedom to explore.
Thus, time infiltrates into every element of life, mocking me from all possible angles, withdrawing when sought, collecting when futile. Time belittles my work habits, seeking to destruct, destroy and demoralize me. I loathe time, but yet, I fear time, for time acts as an omnipotent dictator that so often interweaves and intervenes through my life, and the lives of many others. Life is the totalitarian state over which time maintains absolute control with an iron hand. However, in this case, time will never become democratic.
A fear of and slavery to the wrath of time is indeed an inhibitor to success. However, in addition to analysis, this reflection has provided a novel solution to be rid of that terrible tyranny of time: Let not time control I, but rather, let I control time.